You know, there are times when I question my own sanity. Then I tak e astep back and evaluate the life of my friends. Like for instance, last night, my friend's mom calls and says that there has been an emergency and would I come over and stay with the kids. I said sure, why not. Well, when I get there, I find out that one of my best friends got into an argument with her husband and he beat her up pretty badly. She was admitted to the hospital last night with three broken ribs, a fractured wrist, two black eyes, and several deep lacerations that rewuired stitches. I ask you, why do some ppl find the need to resort to violence to solve their issues? I mean honestly. I went to visit with her for a while this afternoon and convinced her to get a restraining order against him. If he hit her once, or in this case several times, he will do it again. No, I don't go out of my way to look for trouble, or to instigate these things, but I WILL support someone who is going thru something like this. And I will help them however I can. I just don't understand why ppl feel the need to resort to violence. What is war after all but a senseless struggle to prove one's own ego? Think about it. You will see that I am right. War usually starts because two or more countries cannot reach an agrement. And who does the bargining? usually individuals correct? So thus, another argument where many are hurt just to prove a point.....

Sorry for rambling on there, but I get so aggravated sometimes with the crimes that go unpunished in my area. That is just like one of our local colleges. Their social worker program is not accredited. Basically that means that there is no criminal background check into the person that is wanting to take the course. What if (and I am sure that this has already happened there a few times) a child molestor signed up for the courses? There he/she would be, working around children day in and day out, thus giving them the opportunity to engage in criminal behavior again. Like I said earlier, ppl like that never change. They never learn a lesson either.

I see so many things that are wrong in this Great Nation that is the United States and yet I feel as if I am helpless to stop any of it. There are times when I contemplate just packing some things and leaving for the first country that I can get to. That is how disgusted that I am with the way that things are in this world right now. C'mon, Things could be a whole lot better if our politicians would stop worrying about who is gonna give them how much money and start worrying about getting criminals off the streets. Wanna know what the cop told my friend while she was there? He told her that there wasn't much that he could do. How in the crap is there nothing that he could do? I mean HELLO! YOU ARE A FREAKIN COP HERE! CAN WE SAY ARREST? Oh wait, I forgot, it's time for the local elections, therefore it is time to worry about getting that money instead of doing what they are supposed to do.

I am seriously getting disgusted and upset all over again. I am gonna break off here for now, cause if not, well, let's just say that I will be very tempted to go looking for my friends husband. And I don't mean looking for him in a good way either.

KK well it's like this, I know I haven't written in a while, okay, a long while... but I have been so busy. So here is what I am gonna do, I am gonna post up some stuff that I wrote and hope y'all enjoy it. you guys can pick the poem I enter into the book. Have fun.

Freedom's Ring

Freedom's Liberation rings,
Joyous chorus sing.
No one ever stops to wonder
how people's worlds are torn asunder
Why are the poor sent to die in the dust,
while the rich stay home, livin it up?
How can the meek inherit the Earth
if the rich are blessed with it upon birth?
Why must innocent children starve,
while grown adults grow lazy and large?
Why do some sleep exposed to night's air
while others sleep in a golden lair?
Why must children always be wrong
when they say that adults never get along?
Why are most holy men hypocrits,
while homeless people preach God's writ?
I wonder will things ever change?
or are they destined to remain the same...

Well, I am back again, writing more of my boring life. I am sure that you all just love to hear about me. My parents are still getting on my nerves, the alliance that I am in on SK disbanded, I got made VSL of my sector, {Vice Sector Leader} and it is gonna take a little longer before I get to move to be with my sweet akoe. And to top it all off, I lost my license today. oh well that is what I get for speeding... maybe one day I will learn, but for now, meh, I just don't have the heart to write anything else.

Laterz!